Mistress,
(Just so You know, i still feel so privileged to have the honor of calling You Mistress), i find myself a little conflicted as i write this, simply because i'm so happy to feel so completely back on track, and You still seem to be aprehensive, or at least, not as thrilled. i feel terrible about this - my happiness is irrelevent if it's less than Your own. So, like i said, a wee bit bummed, yet still optimistic.
On that optimistic note - Sunday. i hope that my sincerity and commitment will be transparent, and You will again feel that connection You spoke of. I realize the risks - that if it's not there, than there will be nothing left to go on, but if it is, there's no going back from that either - so on to Sunday! But again, i truly feel that all will be as it was meant o be.
Thank You, Mistress, for everything...
You're doll comitted to being taken to Your point B
I agree My doll, I'm optimistic about Sunday, can't wait actually. Getting more excited as the days go by. I think the face to face will put a rest to the disconnect, as well as solidify the bond that we've had and give us something to grow off.
ReplyDeleteSo chin up paul, smile, and know that your Mistress still very much looks forward to seeing you.