It's late, i'm tired, but still restless. These past two days have been hectic for us both, with more than a fair share of drama and significant emotional highs and lows. But what keeps me awake now is the frustration of not being able to fully take in the wondrous gift of Your love and trust that You've bestowed upon me, and even more frustrating, not having had the opportunity to express those sentiments to You.
i'm not much of an evening writer - my creative and expressive skills are much more attune in the morning. However, tomorrow proves to be another hectic day for us both, and i would hate to let another minute go by without at least this late-night attempt to express some of these feelings gratitude, honor, responsibility, joy, excitement, love...so many feeling coursing throughout my entire being. All because of You. You've leaned over and outstretched Your hand for me to take, to be lead by to follow and serve You.* i'm still breathless at the thought...Thank You...yes...i'm Yours now.
i can't wait to wake up to text You good morning, to eventually in a couple of days catch up with You and hear about Your days - what You did, what made You smile, what made You think. And to learn more about You in general. Your blogs, as insightful to You as they are, only begs me to learn more about You. They fuel that fire, not extinguish it.
So without babbling endlessly, hopefully i've accomplished a little to show You where my head, heart, and soul is at, has been, and will be for quite some time. And hopefully even made You smile a bit. ;)
Oh, and real quick. Just an idea, but i thought i'd use an asterisk when i write to indicate where i particularly felt a surge of sexual energy. As i've mentioned before, yes, You do have me on a heightened sense of sexual arousal, but it seems when we talk about the more cerebral elements of our dynamic is when it manifests itself with an overwhelming wave. It's curious, and thought You may appreciate the relevance - if anything for Your psychological evaluation and thesis!
Good night, my Mistress. i love You...
Your slave doll paul
My darling delicious paul doll, how I have missed our chats over the last few days.... keeping up with our daily schedules and whatnot... the occasional text hello and how are you are all wonderful and I enjoy them immensely but hearing your voice, more specifically the tone, laughter, and smile in your voice are priceless.
ReplyDeleteI hope you've had a few moments by now to take some things in and breath. I know your schedule has been tremendously busy. Tomorrow is Saturday... please do rest a bit, your body and mind need it.... I own that body and mind... so in reality My body and mind need it.
I like the asterisk idea ;)
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