Unseen Forces

Meditation Reflection
May 10th, 2014

Mistress,
Today You had me "lay down prostrate on the bed" instead of kneel for for my 10 minute slave's mediation - and i must say, it had a completely different effect on my headspace.  No granted, it could have been just due to the novelty of it, however, todays sentiments were impactful nonetheless.

As we have not had the opportunity to discuss proper positions, i was forced to do the best with the illustration You sent me and the limited space with which i had.  i didn't quite know what to do with my arms, but because of space and a shoulder injury, my arms were back at a forty-five degree angle palms up, resembling something like this:

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lol  Ok, and i an't draw either, but You get the point!

Anyway,  the position itself had a different "feel" to it - a bondage-esque submissive nuance, especially with the palms up.   Not only did my ass and balls feel completely vulnerable, but with my arms outstretched like that, and my palms up, it was isometrically a weak position - the muscles simply don't move that way and raising my arms obviously is impossible - no restraints necessary.

There in lies the beauty of this - rather metaphorical.  No physical force to get me in that position, no restraints to keep me there, yet compelled and bound completely all the same.  That same "force" is within me all day - i just need to harken to it and realize its influence in every one of my movements and thoughts.

Again, after 10 minutes flew by in a blink, i realized that this is the level of Domination i need to capitulate to - You are the Domme i need to serve.  i am the slave that is Your blank canvas....